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semanis seorang muslimah Assalamualaikum. I'm just a person searching for the true meaning of Islam..Hate me I don't care :) Bigfoots! Credits!
| Where Am I Now? Assalamualaikum and hey. It has been years since I last updated. Been through lots of changes. Things happened. I went for matriculation college in June 2016-May 2017. Now, I'm doing my degree in UiTM Kampus Bukit Mertajam in Civil Engineering (Infrastructure). I'm in my 12th week if I'm not mistaken. Gonna sit for finals in January. Idk what has happened to me. I grew and shrunk. Wasted tonnes of tears. Going through mental breakdowns. Fooling around during my studies dekat Kolej Matrikulasi Perak. And I seriously regretted what I did back then. Nak sambung belajar in Chemistry but hardluck I'm here now. Almost ending my first semester doing civil engineering. Sometimes you'll get what you despise the most. Sebab tu orang kata jangan benci sangat dekat sesuatu. Sebab kadang, benda yang kita benci tulah benda yang kita akan dapat. I'm currently in training as a Bakal Komander, BK for Komander Kesatria UiTM Pulau Pinang a.k.a Batalion XI. Sumpah barai gila. Serious tak tipu. Benda yang aku dah lama buat dari darjah 4 masuk sini aku rasa macam aku bodoh gila. Pangkat Staf Sarjan tu pun dah memang boleh buat hiasan lah. Darjah 4- Form 5, KRS. Koperal dari Form 1-Form 3, Staf Sarjan dari Form 4-Form 5. 8 years duduk dalam KRS, 7 tahun jadi ketua platun,komander,helpers a.k.a pembantu jurulatih. 1 year of rest. And now I'm here again as something else. Sekarang nk tumpu finals but I have around 2-3 weeks of mental and physical torture before diaorg lepaskan kitaorg untuk finals. Then back to square one = pra-LIBK. Memang aku taktahulah cane tapi orang kata teruk gila. Be ready jelah. Then LIBK 2 weeks. Barulah boleh diiktiraf sebagai komander. tapi tu pun jadi Komander Baru, KB still kena torture gak sem 2 nanti. Cuma tak semua orang tahu. diaorang ingat dah lepas jadi bk ni dh okay dah. aku nk cerita pun tak blh. dah kena sound dua kali dah. Hahahaha..... emm tu jelah kot. dah lama tak type panjang panjang merapu entah apa apa. Few days left before 2017 ends. Gonna be 20 next year. Still can't believe it. Bye, shaminehanis. xoxo |
